Monday, May 29, 2006

Well...this is the first time I have ever done anything like this before and after my best friend kept talking about how "fun" it was...I finally got talked into creating my own. So here it is. We'll start with today...

Well I have been lounging around somewhat all day. Had to go to work today to help out with some things. It was good, but I have been so nervous the past couple of days about an audition that I had today. It went well, but when I was going thru my song, I completely blanked a couple of times. I felt so stupid because I haven't been to an audition in YEARS!! It was great though, got done with it as quickly as I possibly could, and did all of the other stuff...read lines, dance, etc. Talk about being the dancing monkey. lol. j/k. I hope I get a good part because honestly, I need to keep myself occupied this summer before I go on vacation, which I am so stoked about. I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait. Have I mentioned I can't wait! This summer is going to be a blast...hopefully.

Missing Zac a great deal. He has been gone for a month now, and it feels longer. I miss him so much it hurts sometimes. But all I can do is wait. He says that he is doing well and that he is working hard. I am so proud of him and very impressed that he made this huge decision and followed thru with it. That would be hard for me to move somewhere where I didn't know anyone and starting a new life. I think I would be completely crazy. The folks think I should move there, but they know I won't move until and if we get married. But both of us are working hard and making sure that God is #1 in our lives. Without God, we have nothing.
Well enough for now, more tomorrow....Good night dear world.